saat jaga malam

Kapan hari, di suatu shift jaga, pasien yang saya bantu pernapasannya sepanjang malam, akhirnya berpulang ke Rahmatullah.. Dan kamu tahu, apa yang keluarganya katakan?

"Ngapunten Dok, tolong maafkan kalau anak saya ada salah. Maafkan ya Dok,"

Aish, Pak.. Kenapa malah minta maaf ke saya.. Anak Bapak mana ada salah sama saya.. Kita doain bareng aja ya Pak, insyaallah Adek lagi bahagia di alam sana.. Bapak yang sabar ya..

Kiss From A Rose

There used to be a graying tower alone on the sea 
You became the light on the dark side of me 
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill  
But did you know that when it snows  
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen
 
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on a gray 
Ooh, the more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah  
Now that your rose is in bloom 
A light hits the gloom on the gray
 
There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say 
You remain, my power, my pleasure, my pain, baby  
To me you're like a grown addiction that I can't deny 
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby? 
But did you know that when it snows 
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen

Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on a gray  
Ooh, the more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah  
Now that your rose is in bloom  
A light hits the gloom on the gray
 
I've been kissed by a rose on the gray 
I've been kissed by a rose on the gray 
I've been kissed by a rose on the gray  
I've been kissed by a rose on the gray
 
There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say  
You remain, my power, my pleasure, my pain 
To me you're like a grown addiction that I can't deny 
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?  
But did you know that when it snows 
My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen 

Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on a gray 
Ooh, the more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah  
Now that your rose is in bloom A light hits the gloom on the gray
 
Yes, I have compare you to a kiss from a rose on the gray 
Ooh, the more I get of you the stranger it feels, yeah 
And now that your rose is in bloom 
A light hits the gloom on the gray 

Now that your rose is in bloom 
A light hits the gloom on the gray

some thoughts

Sakit. Dunia ini sakit. Seseorang memberi makan anak panti asuhan, dituduh munafik dan cari perhatian. Dibilang sok suci atau semacamnya. Begitu seseorang dengan bangga pamer selingkuhan, dibilang hebat dan luar biasa. Ditanya-tanya, bagaimana caranya.

Sungguh, sakit. Dunia ini sakit.