i wish i could run....

Get It Right - Glee Cast

What have I done
I wish I could run
away from this ship going under

Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
on my shoulders

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What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
'Cause my best intentions
keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right
To get it right

Can I start again
with my faith shaken
Cause i can't go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes
but if i get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
'Cause my best intentions
keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right
To get it right

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So I throw up my fists
Throw a punch in the air
Accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair

Yeah I'll send out a wish
Yeah I'll send up a prayer
Then finally someone will see how much I care!

ps: sampe nggak tau mau ngomong apa lagi.. sedih, kesal, kecewa, bersalah.. astaghfirullahaladzim.. Ya Allah, tolong kuatkan saya.. :-(